ate net asked me kung bakit daw kami nagbreak ni Ernest, as usual(like most of the people asking)..she did not believe my reason, impossible daw na wala namang dahilan ang break-up namin. well, even i naguguluhan sa talagang dahilan kung bakit kami nagbreak, but i have one reason in mind, we have a lot of differences. ang hirap naming magkasundo ng walang diskusyon na mangyayari and worst magaaway pa kami dahil sa napaka-liit na mga dahilan. either one of us should give way and usually, ako yun. honestly,sometimes nakakapagod din...but when you love someone, learn to accept his/er flaws. besides, i do think that we dont really have enough time to be together, even though his school is just across the street, even schedules namin ang hirap pagtugmain. i think, differences is the real reason why we broke up.
enough with my breakup stories, it's my POST BIRTHDAY bash story and here goes...
i dont really feel that it's my birthday, it is my first time to travel alone (from Manila to San Juan) on my birthday and for the first time in 3 weeks i was able to see people, i was able to go outside my normal box. it was kinda depressing to think that you are single and you are not with the person you wanted to be with, he did not even bother to call you, he did greet me the day before and that really pissed me off. because i was expecting that he knows that birthdays are really special for me and i wanted to feel special during my birthday (which i actually did when it was his bday). but i did not feel special at all. i feel alone and abandoned. i just needed a call from him - to hear his voice again, but it did not happen.
my sister and i went shopping at megamall, i bought new school shoes, i love it! i love my new 3-inch pin heeled shoes and i cant wait to wear it on tuesday. i had a hair cut today and i liked it, it's short now (the length my ex actually wants for me, hahaha, am i a biatch or what?!).i dont want to spend the money she gave me so i just window shopped for clothes, besides, i wanted to loose more pounds before i buy a new wardrobe.
i received a call before my birthday ended and it is from someone i never really expected, it's from Audrey (who is he?...a new friend, no..not a rebound, i like him and i want to know him more). he called my globe no. using their landline and said, "gusto ko ako yung huling babati sayo,sinet ko yung relo ng saktong 12, siguro naman wala ng hahabol no? ayun..HAPPY BIRTHDAY,wala akong load eh,. cge matutulog na ko.. good night". i was smiling the whole time and all i said was " thank you...good night". that was the sweetest thing, he did not text me the whole day, i even texted him during the day and said "hindi mo pa ko binabati ah! =P" ( we are friends...). it was a first, none of my bf did that and it was so sweet, i cannot stop smiling after that conversation and i really had a good night sleep.
he really did end my day, and the call i was expecting from Ernest (that did not happen) was given to me by Audrey which is quite interesting to study, which i dont want to study anymore because i do have this thing about expectations and im tryng to avoid it already.
Seriously Auds, what you did was sweet and i really needed that.. :)
the day after (november 3) was the celebration with family, they were expecting Ernest to be there - well he is not present, end of story. my other sister (i have 3 sisters btw) gave me Remington flat irons which i really really dig! i ssssoooo love it...it's ceramic and it is so cool! :) i will be spending hours ironing my new trimmed hair and im so loving it. the family dinner was just the same, i had fun with them :) especially playing with Kai Kai...
well, my birthday is over and now...new hair, new life to live.
♥b.a :)
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