well, i have decided to start my blog because i believe that today is a special day for me. i am not a teenager anymore and months from now i will be graduating college and start my own life. i will start to be independent and to achieve the goals and ambitions i have established. and now, is my first time, in so many years to celebrate my birthday as a SINGLE person. yearly, i do have this tradition of waiting for midnight to strike and wait for greeters and i usually do it with someone. but now, i did it all by myself :) it was quite sad honestly, and i admit iam emotional right now, and yes, cheesy text msgs. from my Familia Manapac makes me cry.
im quite okay now, compared before. i am already coping up with everything and i think i have finally found myself back again. im now at my bitter stage, but i know this will end soon. it is quite helpful when you have a bunch of crazy friends around. we actually celebrated our birthday (mine, claire's and judy's bday) last sunday, we went at Enchanted Kingdom. and i really really had a great time. i actually screamed my depressions out at Space Shuttle :) it was a dream come true for me, it was my plan to go celebrate at EK with Ernest (my ex) but things did not work out that well. but i never really regretted that i celebrated it with my friends - it's 9 times more fun. :) they also surprised me a cake that i actually saw when we were waiting for Judy..hehehe..but i dont want to spoil the moment :)
i love my horoscope today:
When you're in a situation that involves big egos, play fair, not politics.
There will be many false starts today, either in a romantic context or in some other, emotionally-charged arena. You will feel you've been promised something when no promise has actually been made. To protect yourself from being hurt, it is best for you to not have any expectations at all. There will not be any type of follow-through communication. That phone call or email is not going to make its way to you today, so do yourself a favor and focus on other things that you can do something about.
in detail? I SHOULD NOT EXPECT ANYMORE. it hurts twice when you expect it and it turns out exactly the opposite of what you ahve ever wanted. i should go at let live my life.
♥ b.a :)
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